Some times, I want this punch this particular friend in the face. I like poking fun at her because her reactions are funny. Until she says something I don't like or brings something up I can't for the like of me remember I said.
First scenario, she took a bet that she can't play League of Legends for a month for 20$. She does a fake sob sob wahh kind of thing whenever it's mentioned. I laughed and said she wanted to accept the challenge. Her reply was that she has her priority straight. Ok. I get that she needs money because she doesn't have a job and is doing what she can to get money for food, gas, and paying off the credit card debt. Now the moment she said that she has her priority straight I wanted to punch my first through my laptop so it could collide with her face. Because to me it made it sound like I'm not getting my act together. I'm sorry, but making money isn't my top priority, my education and getting the fuck out of school is. I'm doing whatever it takes for me to graduate and I'm already in debt due to loans.
She doesn't know what the fuck she wants to do and where to go. At the moment she's getting her Associates in Art and Digital Art at a community college. Then what? No clue. Why? She doesn't want a giant debt on her head because private and state college is too expensive. And I don't think she's tried to do FAFSA.
Second scenario, a few months ago I asked her how to paint a nebula and I guess I ended it with basically just slapping paint onto the canvas. I decided to work on that nebula painting, trying to make it a rainbow with an explosion. She's alike oh I thought you didn't want to slap paint onto the canvas. One, I can't remember saying that, two, shut the hell up. I get it. I probably said I didn't want it to look like I slapped paint onto the canvas. Well I suppose if it's an explosion of color.
Like, wow, when the hell did you get cocky? Just cuz you're getting commissioned from people we both know.
Yes I'm a bitter bitch that wants commissions. But I can't really do commissions because of school so I'm just gonna sit here and do personal work when I can. Ugh I'm so done with this. I just gotta move the fuck out of this state.
