I broke it off with my boyfriend of a year and some months. I felt it was getting dull. I told him what I wanted. What he should do to satisfy me. I stayed with him believing something different would happen. Everything was still the same. I kept thinking, communication, tell him, be honest. I tried. I really did.
A friend of mine got me a job last month. We became coworkers. And then we became pretty close. And then I fell. And fell hard I did. But he is going through some tough times and said he didn't want to drag me into his hell. And I told myself to stay away. To keep away. Just be a fling and go away. I can't. I like him. I want to protect and comfort. I'm past the point of no return until my heart breaks. I tell myself I don't want a relationship. I don't want to be attached or have the drama of being in a relationship.
For now, I'll just settle with this more than friends, but not really a couple. Cuz we sometimes kiss in public.
Besides, school is starting. If he did become my boyfriend, I would end up ignoring him cuz I'd be so busy. No strings, no worries.
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